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08年03月11日(火)

3/11/2008 - past

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Pretty surprised that my weight didn't change much after drinking and eating yesterday..
I seriously need to loose weight.
My family is no help... what should I do?
If I do sports, only thing I gain is muscle...
If I stop eating, I'm sure I'll loose weight, but it will rebound as well...
Why is dieting so hard?
But I have to do it. For him. I have to...

What is he thinking?
Why did he kiss me? Why did he hug me?
Is it because I was drunk? Or is it because he was drunk?
It is your fault that I can't get u out of my mind.
I made a big decision, and I was suppose to forget about u that day.
It's been like 10 years since we broke up... we had different partners after that.
But to tell the truth, I broke up with u cuz I loved u so much.
I didn't have enough courage. I was always thinking that I will depress u as u know more about me.
I got scared. I chickened out...
I regret it all the time. I can never love anyone more than u.
So I was hoping to forget about u and leave my feeling that day.
I was suppose to leave my feeling for u and move on.
Look how it turned out.
I want u back more than ever.
But u don't seem to care, do u?
I'm always looking at my cell phone waiting for your e-mail. How miserable is that.

I wanna meet u one more time... So I can give u up. Plz... make me give up...

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52.2kg
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