Bombycillaさん
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08年03月20日（木）
3/20/2008 |
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I am a coward....
I can't think of anything to send him...
I should bring something on Monday to his house, but I don't really know what he likes and not.
He said he doesn't like anything sour... like tea (He only drinks espresso... and thinks coffee is sour too)
What should I do?
I wish I could choose some good wine, but I don't want to buy someone with such a knowledge about wine...
Too difficult...
I have decide before Sunday...
I'm definitely gonna ask my friend about it on Saturday.
Soooooooo looking forward, but sooooo scared...
I'm just a coward...
What if he thinks I'm fat? What if he thinks my sense stinks...
I guess I just think too much... LOL
But how can I stop? I'm not even his girlfriend...
I wish he surprise me again, like junior high.... I've been with someone several times, but he's the only one who told me that he loves me.
I always let out my feeling to other BF I had... cuz I didn't care if I was dumped or not.
I didn't even have to try to become more suitable for that boyfriend, and I was always using that guy...
But for him, I can't do it.
Even how hard I try, I just feel its not enough...
I just have to try harder and harder fro him.
Is this true love?
I don't know... but I just feel like trying to become better, and I guess that is not a bad thing for me anyway, so I can't stop.
I'm gonna loose weight, and I'm gonna dress well...
That's all I can do at this moment.
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