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08年03月25日（火）
3/25/2008 |
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Wow... my weight is down again...
Wine power is what i call it.
Would be nice if I could keep it tho...
I met him yesterday for the second time.
Now I'm pretty sure I can't keep my feeling of from him.
I love his smell, his movements... everything.
I was suppose to give up.
OMG, he was sooo cool when he was shopping.
I had tons of fun eating chocolate.
and his face while he fell asleep... so cute.
I didn't have enough courage to kiss him, but I wanted to. Why didn't I?
he hugged me from my back.
What was I suppose to do?
What does he mean?
I'm really confused... plz help me. I'm a idiot...
well, at least i didn't fell asleep like last time.
Now I'm just waiting for his e-mail.
How sad is that?
But yesterday made me decide to write a letter to my bf in the U.S.
I need to tell him I don't have any feelings for him no more...
I wrote the letter, so now I just have to send it...
Its not like I dislike him, so its very hard.
I'm sure that he's gonna be depressed, and I really fear that.
After all the things he did to me... I'm dumping him... i'm a bitch...
But I just can't continue my relationship having feelings to another guy.
I may not be with him, but i have to break up with Kosuke before anything does happen.
OMG... I'm a mess...
I just wish I have a response... plz... he's killing me.
that e-mail I sent yesterday night was something I put courage to.
Plz... don't break my feelings now.
Let me feel this happiness a little longer... until I can forget u for sure.
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