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08年04月12日（土）
4/12/2008 |
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I saw a very strange dream.
I was starting grad school at this place where I can't even recognize.
It had an apartment style dorm, and my roommate was Kimiko-chan who was really my roommate for one semester when I was at UNL.
Our room was really small, I think there was only bed, and a table (I wonder how we were going to use that...)
The apartment it self was pretty big, and my room was located between 3rd and 4th floor, and it was near a stair.
There were many friends from UNL and surprisingly from my high school as well.
It was like an orientation week, and I was hurrying to this place, then I heard someone saying "Hey, isn't that your ex?"
I didn't want to look back, so I ignored but then someone tapped my shoulder.
It was my ex from high-school. What a surprise!
He had the bag he used in high-school...
He was like "Long time no see, how have you been?"
It kinda strange, but I was feeling this awkward feeling but I was smiling and answering "Not bad. How about you?"
I don't know why but we were talking just like we did before. So peaceful.
I don't even remember if we did actually attend the orientation and stuff, but it was night, and I said I have to go back to my room.
He said if he could meet me again since we are attending the same university.
I said yes.
I remember I felt really happy and even special.
I was falling in love with him again.
We were even holding hands...
He teared up his syllabus and wrote his number and e-mail address and gave it to me.
I told him I will e-mail him, and went back to my room.
Thats where my dream ends.
It just felt soooooo real. Very strange...
Kinda wanted to continue for a while... Just for curiosity.
I don't think I will fall in love with him again in reality, coz I just can't get rid of my feeling toward Y.
After kinda feeling strange about the dream, I looked at my cell phone noticing I didn't have any e-mail from him... and was sad again as usual.
he gave me an e-mail just before noon today...
Did he have a day off today?
Is he meeting his gf? having a special date?
I just wish that was me...
Can I ask him on a date?
I just want to meet him so bad.
what is he thinking? Is he just playing with me? I bet he is...
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