so irritated, frustrated, and annoyed... i can't express my feeling exactly but i feel like quitting this fucking crappy job and want to get a job that's more motivating and would count on me.
being here i feel like i am totally useless and such an idiot that my firm hopes to get rid of me.
i don't know.
i saw this bitch this morning and felt really ill. when i was brushing my teeth, i saw another bitch and it got me so down again.
from this morning (or it might have been continuing from yesterday), i seriously want to stop working and i don't even want to be here in this fucking office. if the economy were not this bad, i would def go and find another job.
this place is just not the right place for me. i again started cursing myself for coming here instead of working in NY.
so as a result, i ate too much for lunch today. i don't even want to record what i ate here.
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